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Oh.

I mean. Yeah.

I’m not sure what I thought you meant when you said timeblindness, but I definitely thought it was something I didn’t struggle with 😂

Guess I was wrong there.

I actually think this is where a lot of my anxiety (and my apparent need to be medicated) comes from... got a bit of unpacking to do from this post I think

Thank you 🙏 ❤️

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Yes! A huge source of anxiety for me too. I used to think everyone experienced time this way. It's been one of the hardest things to manage since becoming a mum.

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I thought I was going to keep my word for a second year last year and then a new one magically showed up... wondering if the same thing will happen this year... Time is so tricky, seasons are easier.

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Am just realizing I didn't even touch on creative flow here. The way time melts away when I am focused on something.

And yes, seasons! I can't remember if we talked about this, but I am trying seasonal planning in 3 month chunks moving into the new year. It feels less rushed than a weekly and monthly focus.

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I do this! So in the journal you can do that too they are called chapters which I just think is so much more romantic than quarters! Ah yea creative flow... my morning times just disappear...

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Ah, yes! I don't like the term quarters either. Too business-y. Have only flipped through your journal so far. Looking forward to digging in. 🥰

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Eeeek! So excited! I started with the back pages around gifts then went to the rainbows then planned some markers for my chapters! It’s a real dip in and out affair! I’ve just written up our Christmas meal plans in there! ✨🎁🧚🏻

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I definitely struggle with time blindness. I know I function better with structure and lately I haven’t been able to discipline myself to get back into it. I have been binge reading instead of spending time developing my purpose work. Trying not to should on myself...

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Maybe the reading is feeding your purpose work or serving as self regulation. I find I need both creative work and binge reading and they are incredible entwined. (Even when it may not seem to be.) Have you read The Crossroads of Should & Must? 💫

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Jan 21, 2023Liked by Sarah Shotts (they/them)

'Time blind' - this is so fascinating, Sarah! I'm not time blind, but I can partly identify, because I call myself 'path blind'. I'm a disorient (yes, I've made up that word!) in that I get lost extremely easily, and I don't recognise many places that I've been. Frustratingly many regular journeys I make feel like brand new ones, because they're not familiar even when I know that I know them!

Such an interesting post - thank you. 🙂

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Oh, I am that way in a car! I do better on foot somehow. It's fascinating to share these neurodivergent experiences and see what resonates and how it's a little different for everyone. Thanks for dropping by. 🥰

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That's so interesting, Sarah - so it's different for you by car and on foot! When I first became aware of my issue I was flabbergasted that I get equally lost INSIDE as outside - I'm talking buildings...! 😳🤣

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I'm not sure if it still holds up - I don't think I've been to a truly new place since before COVID times, but it used to be that way. It was like route was memorized by my body and not my eyes. When I did an internship in Washington D.C. GPS wasn't a thing yet. I would get lost and call my parents and they would look at a map and try to tell me where to turn. It was ridiculous. 😂 I still get lost with GPS sometimes. I haven't been lost inside before, but it makes complete sense to me how that would be a thing.

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